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QUOTE(plith)
Yes, children are general pests/brats/dipsticks, but when I think back on myself at 0 to 14 years old, I have to conclude that I've been the same way. I feel eternally grateful to my parents for putting up with me through all of that and for having me to begin with. In that sense, I feel obligated also to make my penance for being a drain on another person's health by having someone else attached to me.
I myself acted the same way within that age range, should've seen the Onevidkid days, ugh.
My parents continue to put up with my irresponsibility. I put everything off until the last minute, something I can't seem to stop.
I couldn't really say I appreciate the person who I am, for a few reasons. I'm irresponsible, self-centered, I have no motivation to do well in school, I've done something wrong to screw up my hormones for a period of time, I'm a fatalist, I'm not as intelligent as I think I should be (for one who has lived a very sheltered life spending tons of time on the net, I would think I should be a lot smarter), and I have no idea what to do in life.
Because of the many problems I have, is the reason why I don't appreciate myself and a reason why I wouldn't want a family. I don't need to have another who is depressed because I am, or kids to have a failure as a father.
While I could change the direction I'm going in, there is no hope as I find fully ridding my hormone confusion the main thing. I can't tell myself, "Just do the schoolwork." I've tried several times and even attempted at forcing myself to do it, but I eventually become bored and become tired, literally. All I have is talent for stuff that won't even help me in life. I've even considered commiting suicide after I graduate highschool (If I do).
I didn't create this topic/post to complain, but just stating more reasons.
Well, I wish you all luck in the future, and hope none of you become like me.
