I have turned 17 or 18 years old (can't remember) and it's my graduation party. For a celebration, my parents got me and my entire class tickets for a cruise in the Florida Keys!! Now, while I'm there, we're having dinner in the galley, and suddenly the power in the room is knocked out. Those next to the windows filter out of the room, but it's pitch black cloudy outside, and we're in the middle of the gigantic room, so we can't see a thing. I remember seeing unlit candles on the buffet table, so I grope around until I find a person who says they saw the candles too and want to get to one. So we both go with each other, navigating the room, and finding the candles later. The other person has matches on them (strike anywhere) and when we light our candles, we see each other's faces. Now I remember her face so well. She had blonde hair about down to just below her chin, straight hair, very deep blue eyes (Oh how I remember those...) and she had pretty darn white teeth. She had white smooth skin... I could only see her face, but I could tell she was wearing a white button down blouse, but only that much. I could only see from her shoulders up. I wish I could've seen the rest of her to see how much else she really looked, because I personally think her face was beautiful. Now onward with the story...
I thanked her after we stared at each other for a few moments, and we made our way back to our tables. After eating under candlelight for a while, I left and retired to bed. While laying there, the night seemed endless, and I couldn't keep my mind off of the girl. So, I took my sleep aid and tried my bed again. Nothing! So I change clothes and go out onto the deck of the ship and stand out looking at the horizon... and the moon's reflection. I'm standing next to a familiar face... the girl!! I turn towards her, and she turns towards me. I get to see what she really looks like. She's gorgeous! (Don't ask about anything sex related. All I can say is that she wasn't very large chested but wasn't very flat at the same time. So don't ask. Please. This is a serious thing.) She was pretty slim too. But not annarexic (however the hell you spell it). And she said she couldn't sleep either. I try to get some information from her... but I slowly fade out of my sleep and into reality.
I wake up.
So now, all I remember is this burning, love sensation about this girl. I dunno, but I think this may be someone I might end up in love with. I can't tell. She's just... so strange. I see her and my heart melts. I think about her and I get this gutwrenching excitement in my liver. (In my liver?)
Who is she? I think I love her... I can't tell! I just feel so strange around her! So light and lovely. I just dunno.
Edit: OK before you start saying "It's trying to tell you something... and it's up to you to decide it. OK, here's my explanation. I am very lonely, I know there is someone out there I can truly LOVE, and I'm wanting it. Now. I'm also poor on self esteem. Good enough? OK.
Edited by TheMasterSwordsman, 12 June 2007 - 10:38 PM.
