I'm talking about partying down, raves, drinking / getting drunk, doing drugs, etc. Social activities.
I'm not really sure why I don't understand what they're about. I've actually been to at least one Rave, and I thought I would have a blast. I love that sort of music, I love the culture and scene it surrounds itself with, as well as all the like-minded people that inhabit it.
But when I got in there and really experienced it firsthand, with all the glowsticks and the loud music and the fog and the people dancing or fist-shaking everywhere, I stood there, and realized, ... ... "Hey, ... what the ... ... I've done this before." In bits and pieces, but yeah, it's all been done before. Loud music? Sure. There's loud music anywhere. People dancing? Sure. Fog? .. Uh, yeah. It's fog. So what's so different when you put them all together? Does something change?
What about partying? It's a fairly decent to large group of people getting together to do ... um ... ... something. Anything. Drinking? Done that. Beer Pong? It's drinking and tossing a tiny ball into cups. I've done that without a reason to do that.
Even drinking, I don't understand. Alcohol does horrible things to me, and I've never once gotten drunk that I am aware of, much less had a hangover from something. I mean I had two cups of whisky / schnopps / sprite / fruit punch mixed together, and it barely did anything but make me a bit warm. A half cup of Heavy Malaga and my lower half melts. It's horrible. It's just red wine, for pete's sake. Why should I drink if there are no positive effects from it?
I've even done that marijuana thing one or two times. (I'm not counting the times it did nothing at all. No point.) I was only doing it to see what it would do, and I was sorely disappointed. All it did the first time was make me dizzy, and the second, make me more like my happy self without the negative thoughts and just more of a critical yet happy thoughts. To this day, I still don't know what "high" is.
Clearly I am no fun at parties at all.
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