Finally got my stuff straightened out with my damn student loan lenders. I was literally driving my head through walls yesterday and had a god-awful work day. I didn't get everything finished, but my supervisor for the day told me not to worry about it, praising me on doing the best I could given the circumstances. Yeah, I was going to return the shopping baskets after my shift to the vestibule but she said not to, mostly upset about the guy before me leaving over an hour's worth of returns for me to do. She said "Let them see what it's like to have no parcel pickup guy".
In other news, I managed to see my therapist today and we'll attempt to get sessions going every week if possible. He's a nice guy, but I was a bit put off by his reaction to the question "How would you prefer me to address you?". He told me he didn't understand why I would ask that. I explained I did that out of respect, telling him I feel it's offensive to address a superior by his/her first name, unless permission to do so is given. Other than that, we just discussed what I want out of therapy, goals, etc. More than anything, I just want to be able to have better anger and stress management skills because as it is, I'm likely to end up ruining my life because of my lack of coping skills or die from heart failure from my blood pressure being so high from all the anger.


