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[Shane]

So on a positive note, I think I've done it. Not exactly and completely, but I think I fought most of my depression and succeeded. Lately a huge unexplained burden just lifted off my shoulders. I have been experiencing a lot of happiness lately, and it feels good. I think I also grew a really tough skin since I no longer feel concerned about what others have to say about me and my opinions. There's some pet peeves that still get to me, sure, and I am still depressed, but I've most certainly seen a lot of improvement. I left announcing this accomplishment a little late because I wanted to see if this is just a temporary phase, but it seems like it isn't! I'm very proud to have the patience and courage to fight away my sorrows! I feel almost like a survivor, but I've still got a long way to go. I don't want to go back to being fully emotional, never ever. Some problems don't help, but I as I said, I'm slowly learning to ignore these problems that don't need my time wasted on. I've gave some people and problems a fair honest chance, but they took it for granted, and for that, I see no reason in being concerned about them. Lately though, my confidence and passion for PureZC has been drained to an extent, but I'm pulling through.

 

tl;dr I am happy.

Edited by Shane, 19 June 2015 - 03:05 AM.

[Eddy]

Congratulations man, I'm really glad you're much happier than you used to be

 

Meanwhile, I got 4 weeks left until I'm off to Portugal again for holidays, so I'm kinda just waiting unpatiently for that time to come lol. Also, results day is another day I'm waiting unpatiently for too...

[David]

Congratulations, Shane! I'm glad that you were able to pull through your depression and become happier than you used to be.

 

As for me, I'm going to Spain and Portugal in slightly more than a week's time. I'm excited to go there and see my gigantic family, and I'm also excited that I might be able to see Eddy there too.

[Deedee]

Congratulations.

[Eddy]

I'm also excited that I might be able to see Eddy there too.

 

Yeah, I hope so too. Let's just hope we'll be in Portugal at the same time lol

[Shane]

Thanks for your words everyone. They do mean a lot!

 

And Eddy, I hope you get good results. You worked hard and you seemed to have studied quite a bit, I am sure you will pass.

[Shane]

Had a spider on my shoulder. A big-ish one.

 

Now I'm too terrified to sleep. My fear for spiders is beyond irrational. ;~;

 

 

[SHANE'S A BUTT AND TOLD ME TO EDIT AN EXISTING POST. LOOK DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT. ;~;]

[Joey2216]

Congrats Shane! i have been battling depression lately as well. Its turned more into anxiety recently. I don't know why but recently i can't stop thinking about bad things that havn't even happend. I hope this is just a phase it started after a came home from a party. The days after it i felt so alone.

[Ventus]

Well my stupid lesbian sister left her husband. Moved into her girlfriends. I guess I'm not going to see my brother in law ever again. I don't even know why I even bother getting to know someone. 

[MarinaraSauce]

You don't realize how much work goes into a top 10 video until you try to make one yourself.

[Haylee]

I MUST FEED ON THE SOULS OF A POST, SO I MAY TEST MY NEWFOUND POWER.
 
tl;dr: I feel like trying out my newfound powers on something, hopefully a shane if I'm lucky, won't mind somebody else. This tl;dr is actually longer than the post itself. top kek
 
EDIT: NEVERMIND SHANE IS A BUTT
 

FOOLISH MORTAL ONE, YOU THINK YOU HAVE POWER. YOUR POWERS ARE NOTHING COMPARED TO THE INFINITE DARKNESS. BEHOLD THE ABYSS OF ABADDON, AND GAZE INTO THE ETERNAL DESPAIR.

Edited by Russ, 27 June 2015 - 02:20 PM.
I WILL CONSUME

[Eddy]

You don't realize how much work goes into a top 10 video until you try to make one yourself.

I know how that feels. I tried to make a top 10 based off my Let's Plays 2 months ago, it took a bit of time, but it was pretty tough. It's also pretty fun, so there's that.

 

Also, what a great day to go through Central London today... 20 streets are just endless traffic jams due to one major circular road in the north being closed, good god ;_;

[Ventus]

I always wonder if the staff should delete everyone of my comments. Even ones as soon as I post where I won't bum the forum out. Someone quickly edit this post or delete it for some good old fun.

[Nathaniel]

(Note to anybody: The content of this post is mine and mine only, and has nothing to do with the rest of the staff.  If anybody takes issue with it, I take full responsibility for what I say here, so please hold nobody else accountable for it.)

Ventus, you need to start dealing with your own problems, like most adults have to do.  Sitting on your angry chair and being miserable isn't going to make anything better.  All it does is continue to make you miserable.  Take control of your life.  We can all sit here and try to comfort you and tell you that it gets better, but we all know deep down that you won't listen anyway, as you wouldn't believe any of it.  Nothing gets better if you won't do anything about your problems.  The PureZC Staff are not your cure.   We are certainly not psychiatrists.  Get professional help if you can't help yourself.  You won't find that sort of thing here.

[Shane]

So I woke up to shenanigans. Someone was yelling and screaming threats at the door of an empty house, demanding someone better let him in. He woke up the whole neighborhood and he wasn't aware of passing people. A lot of people suspect that he may have been on drugs due to his extreme violent nature and unawareness of what's going on. We called the cops and it took at least twenty minutes to get there after windows were being smashed. The situation is finally resolved - and no one was hurt thankfully.

On a brighter note, my oldest brother is visiting today! Too bad Gouanaco didn't tag along. He's going to be staying for around one to two weeks before heading off to his workplace again. He's not here yet but he will be in two to three hours. It's no lie that he is to be thanked for getting me into Zelda, and perhaps why I am here posting this today. lol