It was kind of a misunderstanding, and as a result I threw mean words at staff in private. I'm sorry for it. It's unlike me and won't happen again to anyone.
Since they took the matter into public, lemme explain what happened. I thought that Lunaria was unrightfully perma-banned because of a personal grudge by staff. A few things pointed to that: First, in the past she made it seem like this was the case and I was friendly with her and believed it. Second, the reasons for her ban seemed unclear, and I still don't agree with all of them. And third, in the past some members of staff showed disrespect towards her after banning her.
They are now finally more open about it though. If you're interested in hearing their story on Lunaria's ban, you can PM staff members now and they'll let you know what happened.
Some of the things they said in this thread about me I don't agree with. I wasn't trying to make myself a martyr or whatever. I didn't mean to "knowingly and willingly" break the rules. I was mad at the staff because of some misunderstandings. I wanted them to be more open, but went about it the wrong way.
They're really nice guys. Aevin even accepted my apology. While this policy change is a step in the right direction, I wish transparency could be improved on more and also let the community have a say in things (not talking about bans). That's kinda offtopic though.
Sorry for causing drama and please dont give me any attention!